drowning in my own tears

Drowning in my own tears
Stuck in this troubled world,
Suffering and screaming,
Nobody knows the suffering I go through,
No one knows how I feel,
I stand in the shadowed place,
Starring into darkness,
All that time,
I was in love,
Not only in love I was obsessed
With a friendship that no one else could touch,
A friendship that didn’t last,
One not to trust,
Im covered in the memories,
Single words,
Shattered dreams,
I don’t know how it got to this point,
I always was the one with all the love,
And I always doubted,
I don’t know what im looking for anymore,
Or if that simple shine in your eyes,
Fits with mine,
I wish that you could just see me for me,
Without seeing the girl behind me,
Do u believe that we shouldn’t be,
Love rules all,
Concurs all,
It cant be the same again,
Caus when u leave,
You stay in my memory
I never know wether ill live to see another day,
If I can face u again,
Im drowning in my own tears,
I think about u,
The strongest feeling,
Trying to forget your face…
Im screaming…
Drowning in my own tears!